Yesterday and today

Assalamualaikum...

Another update. Got 3 days MC. HUhuhuhuhuhu..tapi yang tak bestnya becasue I not so feeling well. Yesterday buat minor surgery to remove my wisdom tooth. Masa bius tu okey lagi. Even masa dentist tu belah, gerudi kot (dah bunyi serupa gerudi) and menjahit, I dont feel anything. 

But, when arrived home, memang awesome lorr rasa. Spent the whole day with sleeping. Makan pun tak. Just drank a glass of milk and Milo. Sob sob sob....

My face baru keluar bilik dentist.

Masa ni cool lagi, tapi balik rumah hampeeehhhh giler!

It must/compulsory finish within 5 days.

Chaiyokkk!

well today feel better actually:)

the best cure

Assalamualaikum..
I here at Shah Alam. Why I'm here? Well actually too much pains and sadness I had been through. Shah Alam, my old olace. I been here for almost 3 years. Many tests and hardness. I had my own feets while here before. That time, I have nothing. No career, less money where enough to eat only. I still remember I wore snickers with baju kurung because no sandals to wear.
Peoole laugh me, I knew about that. But that time I had no choice.
Time pass. This time, I face another difficulties. I cant bear. The only place for myself Shah Alam. The best cure, I think.
I alone at McDonald PKNS.

Selamat tahun baru to all Muslims

Assalamualaikum...

Hmmm..as usual, I still at office. When all this things will be end?

I just my dinner, ate from my lunchbox actually. Sound miserable, but it real ok!

I was not happy, totally sad. I dont know how to express my feeling now.

 I want cy but no tears coming out.

Deep in my heart, I knew Allah promise something better after all tests given. Insyaallah...

Just sometime, I truely down and down.

I wish day past very fast, so that I no need to through all pains. And I woke up, everything fine.

That my wish, only in my dream.

The truth, I must through all this. Well, at least, it teach me to become more patient.

I learned lot from the tests given, alhamdulilah.

Tomorrow, will be first of Muharram.

Selamat tahun baru to all Muslim...

Thanks to Allah, thanks to Kak Fatma

Assalamualaikum...

I am back again. Well, I wish I have even little time to update and write my thought. But, what can I do? I got scarcity/limited time of mine. Most of my time spent at office. Sound like I damn workholic, but the truth, not. Instead, too much works to be complete.

Beside that, I facing so much tests. Till some time, I just thinking want run away. In my mind, I want fly far away from all this things. I felt I cant bear all, but Allah SWT always with me.

Tests given to me, then, after that, unexpected sustenance come to me. Alhamdulilah!

I try and work hard to be strong, gaining all strength. Just sometime I feel low and down. So, in order to release all the pains, I tried remember Saidatina Zainab ra. I had read the book about he. She through many tests than me. At last, SYURGA for her.Alhamdulilah...how I adore her so much.

I want to be strong and strong than ever.

Instead listening of Bruno Mars, Kak Fatma gave me this CD.

Alhamdulilah, I felt relieve and calm listening doa.

Thanks to Allah, thanks to Kak Fatman.