Bawa aku pergi....

Assalamualaikum...

I still the days...not for marry ye. Orang if we say counting the day, first thing dalam otak mesti ingat nak kahwin. Well, I will attend assessment. It quite big chance for me to move on and start new career. But, I have to pass lah this assessment. Till now, I still waiting. When they will call me for assessment. I had pass for their examination actually. Next step, I must pass second stage which is this assessment. Huhhh...jenuh mak menunggu :P

Hmmmm...Lately I got damn de-motivated. I need motivate myself, again and again.

In my mind, once my assessment done, insyaallah will fly again. 

I not so sure which country, just wait and counting the day.

In short, "sebenarnya no matter how problem and issue come, aku memang aku berjalan".

So many bad news???

Assalamualaikum...

Salam Jumaat to all. Alhamdulilah it 10 Ramadhan already. 

During Ramadhan, so many things happened to my life. Allah given me tests again. 

Allahuakhbar!

Okey, by Wednesday, I got no sustenance. All my foods hampir basi. Terpaksa buang and makan apa yang ada.Luckily I had stock of chocolate in my fridge. It could chill up myself temporarily.

 Then, by yesterday, another tests. Hmmmm....I took my strength in myself. Otherwise, I will die.

Lot of bad news I heard by yesterday. 

So time, I wish, I not who I am now.

I wish I am the best in the world or at least, I just humble and fulltime housewife at home.

That better than I had to through all the pains and sadness.

Even though Emy had given me his shoulder to cry on, his hands to hold and ears to listen, I think this time I don't burden on him. It was true, I had shared little part of my problems, for the rest, keep my mouth shut.

I conceal lot of secrets from him. I mean for my true sadness, the root course caused me feel miserable.

People told me, " Ujian Allah hanya diberikan kepada mereka yang terpilih. Dan Allah tidak akan membebankan hambaNYA dengan sesuatu luar keupayaan seorang hamba. Jadi bersabarlah.."

I manage to calm, I read religious books. I took strength from the past women such as Siti Khadijah r.a, Saidatina Zainab r.a and etc. They were strongest women in the world. Allah menguji keimanan mereka lagi hebat dan besar dari aku. Well, I should thanks to Allah because choose me to give this tests.

And open my eyes, beside this tests, ada banyak hikmah.

Counting the 'hikmah' is more than tests given.

Allah uji satu, tapi bayar balik setiap kesabaran tu twice.

No more tears to cry on, mind out of somewhere...

No matter how, keep smiling:)

See you again.

Thanks

How to chill?

Assalamualaikum...

Morning Peeps!

I wish today my luckiest day in the world, because I think yesterday the bad day of mine:(

So many things happened to me by yesterday. I felt damn miserable and de-motivated. Sampaikan aku rasa nak hantar tender resign tang tu jugak.Allahuakhbar!

The best part that truely tests my iman ialah waktu berbuka. I bought kuih from bazar Ramadhan. And guess what???

The coconut milk taste a bit sour, almost nak basi lah kot. Hmmm...so I reheat my overleft food. Unluckily my overleft food pun basi. Betul-betul tak ada rezeki:(

Don't worry, at least, I got so many 'drugs' in my fridge:)

The best ever drugs.....

No more stress and sadness.

Chill baby!

Me, work and Ramadhan

Assalamualaikum..

Second day of Ramadhan. Alhamdulilah, my first Ramadhan goes well. Today, it rainy. A bit cold than usual, plus the lowest temperature air-cond at my office. Goshhhh...need more sweater to warm myself (to avoid hunger actually, cold weather make me feel hunger always).

I still here, but a bit busiest than normal. Not yet submitting my quarterly BNM report, plus lot of things to do after Kak Linda got MC for one month.

I have to cover part of her job, another part covered by Shuzu and Izan.

See my messy table:p

 Picture taken before Ramadhan, that why you can mug and food.

Another jokes for today:p

Till see again, selamat berpuasa.

Jangan malas ye!



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Assalamualaikum...

Let the pictures tell everything...

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Till see you...

Wassalam:)